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Previously titled Chocolate Box Letter Thing. I'm just gonna be editing this because I'm lazy.

Art Likes/Dislikes:

  • Hmm, I don't really have anything specific to be honest, so you can go wild as you want. Anything in the list below that can be applied to art it is then. Ooh, I guess an exception would be that I'd be okay with pretty explicit, NSFW art.

Fic Likes:

  • kid!fic: preferably a kid that can already interact with others, but still kinda cute? So 4-12yo I guess? Either the characters are actual kids (deaging optional), or the pairings requested get kids of their own.
  • angsty fics with happy endings: especially if the angst is centered around my favorite characters (you can check my fandom summary if you like)
  • hurt/comfort: especially if the hurt is inflicted to my favorite characters (see fandom summary again for list of favorite characters if you're curious)
  • fics as close to canon as possible: episode codas, missing scenes, canon-divergent AUs, wonderfully IC characters
  • snark and banter
  • fics that fleshes out a character's backstory (especially for characters with little to no canon backstory)
  • magical realism
  • AUs, specifically: Fantasy, SciFi, canon alternate universes, Modern setting.

Fic Dislikes / DNW:

Most of these are non-negotiable, unless the prompt specifically mentions a DNW. Then you go ahead and ignore this.

  • first person/second person POVs in fanfics: It kinda feels... invasive, for some reason? I know it's weird, and it doesn't bother me on original works, but yeah. Third person POVs only, unless it's an epistolary or something like that.
  • major character death
  • OOC characters
  • genderswaps
  • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • mpreg that has physical changes in it (round bellies, rearranging organs, etc). If it's a soul pregnancy or anything that doesn't result in literal assbabies then it's more than fine.
  • implausible crossovers
  • heterosexual incest, even for people not actually related. If they act like brother/sister, father/daughter, mother/son, et cetera, please don't pair them romantically/sexually. M/M or F/F incest is fine though.
  • AUs, specifically: Coffeeshop, Florist/Tattoo Artist, Stripper, Prostitute, Master/Slave, BDSM, Serial Killer, Hogwarts, Werewolves, Vampires, Mermaids, Victorian
  • Dark!fics.
  • PWP: I'd rather not have any smut at all, but as long as it doesn't overwhelm the plot I'm good with it
  • infidelity: please don't.
  • polyamory, unless it's a polyamorous ship I requested.

I'll tweak it later some more probably, but I hope the list is pretty comprehensive.

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Episode 9 coda, specifically the second half ("Jyushimatsu Falls In Love"). Except you know, a bit more incest-y, because I have loved 1/14 ever since ESP Kitty.

You can read it in AO3 here

It doesn’t surprise Ichimatsu when Jyushimatsu gets himself a girlfriend.

Well, okay, the moments before they found out did kind of freaked him out, if only because his younger brother was acting all weird and not all like the Jyushimatsu he knows and lo—

So yeah. Aside from that, it doesn’t surprise him at all. In fact, it doesn’t surprise him that Jyushimatsu’s the first one among them to actually get one; he might be weird and spazzy and just a bit too much hyper, but he’s an angel, really. He’s good and kind unlike the rest of them.

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Right, continuation of me posting some of the fics I've written. This one's for Big Hero 6. It was supposed to be Hidashi, but I can't make it work, so it turned into a quasi-platonic thing.

You can read it in AO3 here.

life and death (焼死)

Hiro woke up with a strangled scream. He had a nightmare, although he couldn’t exactly remember what it was. All he could remember was the feeling of heat, licking on his skin as it devoured him. Hiro was screaming from the pain, how it burned. He remembered how painful screaming was too, as smoke and soot and ash choked his throat.

“Hey, you okay?” The voice made Hiro’s blood run cold. It shouldn’t have, because it was just Tadashi, and as he looked at his brother, face etched with worry (it was one of Hiro’s earliest memories, really, seeing worry on his brother’s face), he remembered his nightmare again.

Hiro was screaming, but it wasn’t his voice. It was Tadashi’s.

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Alright, I'm making sure this time I wouldn't leave this journal for such a long time. I'm gonna go post some fics I've written in the mean time. This one's Maehara/Isogai from Ansatsu Kyoushitsu.

Read it in AO3 here.

When he opens his eyes, Maehara sees Isogai.

It makes him instinctively smile, because he’s never not happy to see his best friend’s face. There’s a familiar look of worry and concern in his eyes, and it makes Maehara’s heart flutter that it’s for him.

Funny. He’s potentially dying from being infected by an unknown virus, but all he can think about is kissing his best friend senseless. (Not that he has the courage. If he did, he would have done it years ago.)

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What the title says. I’ve got a lot of fandoms, so it’s pretty long. Still, it’s not a comprehensive list of each of that fandom’s tags, as I’m only listing the ones I’m interested in browsing.

Copy everything between the 「」. The search string can be pretty long for some of the ships, and it’s like that so it’ll show the most number of works. It’s usually for the slash ships, because sometimes they like to make a distinction on who’s the seme (the top) and who’s the uke (the bottom). But then again, the tagging is pretty arbitrary, so I wouldn’t count on it if you really have preferences for that kind of thing.

If you need help finding a tag (preferably from a fandom I’m in, but if not, that’s okay too), just send me a message or an ask. There will be stuff I won’t help with though, mostly ships and characters I don’t like. (Yes I’m a bit petty like that.) I’ll note which ones not to ask me if our fandoms ever coincide.

One last thing:

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So this was supposed to be a fluffy oneshot with a jealous Dean because Cas found himself a boyfriend. But now there's chapters and angst so.. yep. You can also read it at AO3 or Tumblr.

lone wolves

The hunter cursed himself as he lost sight of the creature he was supposed to be hunting. He quickened his step, almost running, but the night made him cautious. At least the sky was cloudless and the moon full, her pale glow softly illuminating the forest where it escaped into. It was eerily quiet, even with the soft rustling of the trees. The birds were silent, as if they were scared of the beast lurking amongst them right now.

It was his first time hunting a werewolf, even if he already knew the lore about them. Easy enough to kill, although silver bullets are a pain in the ass to get. He could have used a knife, but he’s not really as confident with blades as he is with guns.

He broke into a run and threw stealth out of the metaphorical window. There was no point, he reasoned with himself. The werewolf could probably hear or smell him even if he was quiet. He just hoped there was nobody here at this hour. It was late, almost dawn. And it wasn’t as if there was anything to see except for the trees, so there should be no one, but you never know.

Of course, the gods (or whoever, he doesn’t really know, nor does he particularly care) were cruel and capricious. There was a clearing up ahead, with a body of water that’s too small for a lake but too big to be a pond. He finally spotted the werewolf, and he sighed in relief. Dread, however, quickly sank in as it rapidly approached someone standing near the water.

He took bigger, wider steps, forcing his legs to go faster, while quickly debating with himself on what to do. He considered shouting, alerting the crazy guy who likes to wander around in forests and stare at god knows what at the water’s surface, but that would alert the werewolf too. It might get spooked and escape. But then again, he didn’t really want to know what it would feel like if the guy gets his heart eaten right in front of him because of his indecision.

Not that it mattered now, because there’s no time. The werewolf was so close, he knew that even if he shouted now the guy would still be dead. Fuck. He started shouting anyway.


There was a glint of silver, and next thing he knew, the werewolf was dead.

What the fuck?

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He lives

Thursday, 8 January 2015 15:28
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So hey. I always feel bad when I neglect a journal-slash-blog thing, but most of what I'm feeling right now is just eh. It's not that I want to neglect this, it's just I don't have anything to say. I've finally stopped (mostly) trawling through AO3's Destiel archive. It only took watching season 8, 9, and 10 of SPN and writing a few fics to make me stop, so that's nice.

Anyway, about those fics I've been writing. There's 3 of them and I haven't finished one, but I'm gonna go add snippets of what I've written so far so this blog thing isn't so empty.

More after the cut, because it's probably going to be lengthy.
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fanfiction coma

Wednesday, 3 December 2014 02:40
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Jeez, I haven't even since an episode of Supernatural since season 7 and for the past.. two/three/i stopped counting weeks I'm gorging myself in Destiel fanfiction.

Like, what the fuck

Seriously, it's turning into a bit of a problem. I'm on page 70 on AO3 and there's no sign of me stopping.


On the other hand, here's a linkdump of destiel fics I've bookmarked after the cut.

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I started watching Phi Brain: Puzzle of God. Currently at episode 9. It's hilarious how they treat puzzling so seriously. Still, it's pretty entertaining standard shounen fare, but with puzzles. The characters are likable(Except maybe Edison[forgot his actual name, lol], I'm still a bit ambivalent about him), and their interactions are nice. Great shipping material. There's Kaito/Nonoha for childhood friends route, Kaito/Gammon are just tsunderes towards each other, Kaito/Ana for traps and confused boners, and Kaito/Jikugawa for puzzle turn-ons. There's also Kaito/Rook, which also seems like childhood friends, but Rook's kind of evil now so that's great too.

And the puzzles are not that bad. Very interesting. Especially the one with the kanji in episode 6. I'm gonna research some more puzzle games with kanji, because there's like so many possibilities.

I've also been rereading Silver Diamond. It's probably the most amount of hugs(bordering on ridiculous) I've ever seen ever. I don't mind though, because it's just adorable. I mean, I know when Rakan hugs someone or when he gets hugged by someone Chigusa will get it on with the hugs too, but it never ceases to make me smile.

Can't wait for the rest of the chapters to be scanlated. I'm excited, but also a bit sad because the series is already finished.


Sunday, 16 November 2014 13:01
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I guess I'm posting it here for posterity or something? so.. yeah. Copy pasting my note from AO3:

This was supposed to be the intro for a longer fic, but I realized I have no clue what to actually write next. I liked how this turned out though, so I'm posting it. I might add chapters if the fanfic muses grant me an epiphany, and I hope they do grant me an epiphany, but I'm probably waaay down on their waiting list.

Read it on AO3 here.

Mihashi was walking towards him, each step increasing his frustration towards the crutch, and every inch covered as the distance between them grew shorter his anger towards himself intensified. "Your leg—"

"I'll.. I'll work hard, so.. rely on me, Abe-kun!" Mihashi's words filled him, and regret surged inside. If only he wasn't so caught up with the past, then maybe things would have turned out different, he thought. If only he were a bit more patient with Mihashi. If only—

It was painful, even more so than the sprain in his leg. Mihashi looked composed, detached even. But when their eyes met, he broke down, tears falling to his cheeks. "We lost..." Mihashi said. He's seen him cry before, but this one hurt, like every part of his body was being torn apart.. burning, burning in a fire fueled by shame and guilt. He didn't know what to do. He had to do something, say something—

He smiled. Mihashi smiled. It was the first time he's ever seen it, and it made him sad. After all this time, he's only seeing it now, and he realized it was his fault. He remembered all the times he shouted at him. He wanted to see it again. He wanted to see it often, to see Mihashi smile because of him. He wanted to—

His arm was wrapped around Mihashi's neck and rested on his shoulders, their foreheads touching. What a meaningless gesture, he thought. It was the closest he's ever been to him; he could feel Mihashi's body shake; he could feel his breath touch his skin. Mihashi's tear-stricken face filled his vision while his quiet sobs filled his ears, reminding him of his carelessness. Don't cry, Mihashi, please don't cry.. I'm sorry.. Seeing you like this.. It was my fault, I'm sorry please stop crying it hurts it hurts it hurts—

Abe opened his eyes and woke. It was the middle of the night, not a sound to be heard except for a slight breeze and the rustling of the trees outside his bedroom window. He stared at the ceiling, trying to slow his breath. His eyes were wet, and he could feel the streaks left by his tears on his face.

A few hours later he succeeded on going back to sleep, if only fitfully. The nightmare was still waiting for him.

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So yeah, I'm reading waaay too many manga right now. OTL I've even missed 3 weeks worth(minimum, I think) of episodes of series(I've got like 14!! D:) I'm following this fall season too. But I can't seem to stop. Probably because a volume has a smaller filesize than an episode, so I can download much more and read more. It's a vicious cycle, I tell you.

Might as well talk about the stuff I've read, I guess?

The latest one I've finished is Shinkuu Yuusetsu. It's really nice. The artwork's pretty and the stories are pretty slice-of-lifey and calming. It's light on angst, except maybe the Keel/Elias ones. I think I like it them the most, if only because Keel is such a hottie(my megane fetish is showing, don't mind me). The 'gimmick' is interesting though, what with the supplier and receiver thing. The way that country's social norms differentiate because of the premise was covered pretty well. It would also be awesome if there was some backstory about how that kind of thing happens only in one country and not in others, like Hannes(it's kind of odd though that the name sounds scandinavian but the country where Hannes lives looks chinese).

But yeah, rael/alexi is pretty nice too. The BL might be light on this series but it's pretty obvious Alexi's never gonna be like Floran with the isle thing, because he's totally in love with Rael. Which reminds me, I love the Gil/Floran/Isle dynamic too.
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A quick drabble for Katekyo this time, because episode 182. Gokudera's almost crying face is a beauty to behold. It's also most likely the reason why all my 5927 fic ideas end up with Gokudera crying the fuck out.

This one's partly inspired by the 9th ED Suberidai, for the playground, the title, and the general feel of the fic. Seriously, read the lyrics. It's definitely about Gokudera's huge boner for his beloved Tenth.

Anyway, read the fic after the cut. It's also on AO3: Linkies

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So I guess I'll be making this some sort of recurring post type of thing but we'll see.

Anyway, right now I'm reading book 4(Wizard and Glass) of the Dark Tower series by Stephen King. If you don't know what that is, get with the program it's 2014 already, jeez(I don't really have a right to say that though, because I only started reading it 6 months ago or so, lol).

But yeah, book 4. It's cool. Well, the first part's cool, with Blaine the Pain Train. Basically I love the parts with the ka-tet in them. But now I'm in the flashback part with Susan Delgado and stuff, which is.. kind of hard to read for me to be honest because I can't seem to give a shit about Roland's past, ahaha. I thought the flashback part was just gonna be a small slice of the book, but I skipped for a bit and peeped at the end, and turns out the flashback takes almost all of it. (;-;)

Also finally got around reading Negima. The amount of fanservice is just ridiculous it doesn't even bother me anymore. And Inugami returned woot! And looks like he's staying for a while! Well, I hope he stays for a while.. I want them to be bestbros and then lovebros. What the fuck is a lovebro

Ooh, and Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun is pretty nice! I'm still at the chapters covered by the anime though, but reading them was still hilarious. There was some stuff that didn't make it into the anime, like the much more longer version of Nozaki's 'date' with Ken-san. Which is just awesome because Nozaki's just fanboying so much, ahahaha.
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Oh look, a fanfic I wrote.

So Ogiwara is love. He managed to topple my aokuro OTP with one scene(the one where he showed up, ahaha). It's probably because of this weird childhood friends thing I have when it comes to shipping. I mean, that was the main reason I was shipping aokuro anyway(well, besides the whole rift between the two because aomine got angsty about being so stronk), because they were middleschool besties.

But yeah, enough rambling. here's something of an expansion about Ogiwara's and Kuroko's past funtimes. I'll add more when.. well, when I get lucky. Read it after the cut because it's kind of long.

Oh right, it's also on AO3, so if you'd rather read it there then, here's a link: Clickie here

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So yeah. I don't even know why I made a dreamwidth account on a whim. Probably because my laptop is shit and can't handle tumblr. But, well, not like I loved tumblr's endless scrolling, because I don't. It totally sucks.

Anyway, why am I bitching about tumblr

I'll try to update as often as possible, but previous attempts of keeping a journal of some sort was.. a failure to say the least. My old notebook journal was fun, and actually writing with an actual pen was very hipster. Plus I love the smell of paper. But my handwriting kind of sucks and my hand can't catch up with my thoughts. Typing was marginally faster, but not by much.

Er, okay, that's for my first post for now, I guess.

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